January 12, 2011 11:46 AM PST
The thing is, no one ever plans on addiction or abuse. Before you know it, something that used to be "fun", becomes the first priority. I had enough will power to make sure that my son was always taken care of first. Some don't or can't put anything but the problem first. But it did become a problem. And then, when I'd finally had enough, when I knew if I didn't change, I would end up orphaning my son, that's when I got on my knees and asked God to take it from me. And he did. I have been clean for over 2 years now. I'll never go back, and I've said to anyone who will listen, that I would rather be dead, than ever "live" like that again. That may sound extreme, but it's just how I feel. Plus, knowing where the alternative got me, death seems almost welcome. As to riding clean and sober, I have to tell you, there just ain't nuthin else like it! I really enjoy the rides, especially when I don't have to worry about being pulled over. Where do ya'll meet up? Maybe we could plan something for Bike Week?
Ride Free...always!
Tweek