August 13, 2012 11:07 AM PDT
I am so sorry Ida. For both you, and your son. They didn't get that chance. Damn. I know exactly how you feel, though. My ex died on August 11, 2001. We remained best friends, despite years of torturing one another in marriage. We were both drug addicts, but his addiction killed him. I guess God had other plans for me, seein' my life NOW. I am kind of grateful that we never had kids together, in some respects, and then I sometimes wish he were my son's father. He would've made a better dad, even with his addictions, than the sperm donor who split after the "deposit"...
And then I think, why is it, that the good men, (albeit some problems) have to die, when there are other loser's walking around, screwing us over left and right, that should be the one's in the damn ground. I know that ain't
very "christian" of me, but it's how I honestly feel.
I'll say a prayer for you both, and your ex. Please don't let what has happened, ruin your birthday, like I did
with another death, that happened to me on Christmas. God, or anybody else, wouldn't want that for you.
Ride Free
Tweek