Breaking up....

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  Posted by Blondie October 6, 2011 - Filed in Personal Journal - 1,032 views
  

   I re-read your letter and there is a few things that you are dead wrong about and a few your right on cue.I do need a man to keep me in check and to believe in and I am woman that dose not want to wear the pants. I don't take a fence in catering to my man and doing what he says.And I'm alone out hear and I make bad choices and if I was with a solid man I wouldn't be doing that. I do know how to be a good old lady and I have never been a embarrassment to any man I've been with.All this time I could of been writing you letters convincing you how stand up and perfect I am, but instead I have been honest to the point of embarrassment.I could even be hooked up with a solid man and being the woman I enjoy being..But the problem was is I wanted to wait and you be that man..I've told you how Parker is and that I hate being here.I've screwed up and took ahold of situations I had no bussienss being in volved in.But The things I have done is nwver flip floped on you or been judgemental of you and I've never been with a nothing man sence I said told you how I felt about you.I know what type of woman I am and that is down for her man..You really hurt me when you ran down to me what who and that I'm not good enough  or should I say I don't fit your requirentds as a old lady . Becauce If you spent one day with me you'd know the real me and I might be old as you said but people dont see me that. I am told and feel I'm brimming with sex apeal and a great smart sence of humar and all the tools and loyailty ..Thank you for making me realize the kind of man I deserve.Blobdie