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• HOLY CLAP

  by Tweek June 23, 2020
  Oh...My.  I forgot how good it feels to just write it out.  Long time.  But, stick with me... This past 8 months, have been the fresh hell we always talked about, eh?  AND...We got complacent. Oops. The thing about comfort?  Is, no matter how long it goes on, we already k...

• No Way to BE

  by Tweek June 10, 2016
  I have to apologize for my comments last evening.  They were unfair, and plain RUDE.     I have no excuse, other than I let my disappointment in something else, dictate my actions.  Like I said, that's no excuse. Lucky has done an awesome job, and if I'd been around more, I migh...
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• Do I Know... I think I do

  by Tweek October 8, 2015
  Do  I know...what you went through...I think I do. Do I know, when the nails went through?  I think I do... I think I do. Can I compare that  pain that you went through? When they raised you on that cross.   Maybe not,  but, I think I do. I've watched you my whol...
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• The "Sideways Angel"

  by Tweek September 18, 2015
  I dunno why a sideways pillow on my bed this mornin' touched me so...Maybe because I'm just that anul?  That pillow was purchased at a flea market from an antique's dealer for $20 bucks.  It's brocade, authentic, and beautiful.      I make my bed, (Like ...
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• Kind of a "let down"...this 4th of July

  by Tweek July 4, 2015
   Started out well enough.  God woke me up at 4 this mornin', to have me read and share something.  K.  Did that. Went to ministry, and it was a low attendence day, because our street friends, (most) got their checks on the 1st, and go get Motel rooms, til the money runs out...
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• Death is a LIE

  by Tweek October 15, 2014
   Talkin' about it, is the only RELIEF valve that has EVER worked for me.  But it took me, most of my adult LIFE to understand that. Like Vietnam Vets, I kept my  "world"  life, secret.  I felt ashamed.  Not so much for what I did.  As what was done to ME. ...
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• Just Cause....

  by Tweek August 5, 2014
   Been a while, eh? I miss writing to Ya'll.  I had to stop, for a bit tho.  The personal drama tried to take over.   A SCHWING AND A MISS, SATAN!!! Yep.  He tried, still does...to make me feel bad about meself.  Thing is?  I'm waaaaay stronger now.
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• That's just the Way it is.

  by Tweek February 28, 2014
   Life...is about change. Wanted, or unwanted. Expected, or not. The thing is, we have to either EMBRACE it, and face that change... OR, fight it, and wonder. Wonder why we're bruised. Wonder...WHY ME? If, you believe in Jesus Christ, there comes that epiphany, where wonder, breaks...
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• His Mysterious Ways....

  by Tweek February 22, 2014
   Peg Moore I stopped at the carry-out on the way home from ministry. It's been a beautiful day, and I didn't want to rush home. When I got my drink and walked to the register, I noticed an elderly man, with a fistful of lottery tickets. He was aggravated, because apparently the lotte...
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• 2014 Wow...how did that happen?

  by Tweek February 8, 2014
   Just read one of my last blogs.  And realized, that was almost a year ago.  WOW!!! I've had a crazy-busy year, and things are improving, yet ever-evolving!  I still don't have a bike, and I still turn my head, every single time I hear one.  BUT, I've come to...
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• Hold on to your Handlebars...we're FLYIN' now! (WARNING-GOD ALERT)

  by Tweek March 31, 2013
  Before you wish me congrats...No...I didn't get the bike yet.  BUT...it won't be LONG NOW!!!  Most of you know, I own my own Cleaning Business, and I'm happy to say..."SWEPT AWAY" is startin' to GO!!!  The economy has been so bad, that even here, in mostly "rich" ...
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• Look forward to this every year!!!

  by Tweek March 8, 2013
   Ahhh...it's finally here.  Daytona Bike Week, 2013.  I look forward to this every year, even if I don't still have another bike.  Came close, & will come closer again, before it's over with.  There's somethin' in the wind.  But, lest I rock...
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• Hey...THIS IS ME, K?

  by Tweek March 5, 2013
  It won't work.  None of it.  Not unless YOU, believe it! I just gotta say this.  So many of my friends, out there, are down-trodden, depressed, feeling hopeless...DAMN! All I can tell you is this:  YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE, Dammit!!!  Look around you.  NO. &#...
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• What about...?

  by Tweek October 25, 2012
  I have been lookin' for work, outside of my business, for better than a year, now.  All kinds of work, doin' just about anything.  And I love how all my "well-meaning" friends are lookin' out for me. with suggestions, and jobs they hear about, or see, online.  And up ...
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• Anniversary's...Good and Bad

  by Tweek October 11, 2012
  So, in a few days, I'll celebrate bein' a Cycle "Fishy" (or Fishette,lol) for two years.  Sweet.  Good one. No comparison, other than coming to Christ, as far as makin' new friends, is concerned. And, in few more days after that, I'll celebrate the anniversary of my "c...
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• It's a cryin' SHAME!

  by Tweek August 25, 2012
  Just got done readin' Geezer's post about his lady friend.  About bein' hit and left by two guys in trucks who were "racing".  About bein' laid up in the hospital, with severe injuries.  And these two f**ks are walkin' around free???  What the hell is wrong with people?  I'l...
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• Birthday's Just Ain't What they Used to Be...

  by Tweek July 18, 2012
  When I was a kid, around 10, I used to look forward to my birthday SO MUCH...I would start thinkin' on it, somewhere around mid March.  'Bout the same time, the grass started peekin' out of the snow.  I would day-dream for hours, about what I might possibly be gettin' that year.  And ...
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• Dream on....

  by Tweek July 5, 2012
  Everybody's got their dues in life to pay... So, why does it seem, like more than half my life's, in books written pages? Always lookin' back, always wonderin' WHAT IF?  It just ain't healthy to live in the past.  What POSSIBLE good, could come from that???  And yet, I KNOW, that w...
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• First Day of Summer...

  by Tweek June 20, 2012
  It's the first day of Summer...again!  And I'm sure many of you, are gettin' geared up for some awesome trip, or  enjoying being able to ride, whenever you want.  Man, if I could box my envy, and wrap it with a bow, you'd be seein' a pretty big box!!!  And tho, I know, we're not ...
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• I should be happy...

  by Tweek June 13, 2012
  Life's good, right?  I mean, I wake up every day, I haven't heard anything bad from any doctor, my son's fixin' to graduate from college, I got a roof over my head, food to eat, and a vehicle to drive.  And I got my stinkin' money from the "powers that be".  I should be ecstatic, shou...
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• Validation

  by Tweek May 12, 2012
  I've been goin' thru some changes the past year, very real, very deep, very enlightening changes.  God's workin' somethin' in me, and there are lessons to be learned.  Sometimes, the hard way.  I'm hard-headed, and I don't always "get" what I'm bein' taught.  And one of the thing...
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• Need to know basis...

  by Tweek April 29, 2012
  I just deleted my last post "So..now what?".  For those of you that read it, I apologize.  Cause that?  Was just me whinin''.  It occurs to me, that I don't (or shouldn't) have to post every lil' thang, that I'm feelin' or thinkin'.  Writing has always been cathartic for me,...
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• A Gut Wrenching Goodbye...

  by Tweek April 17, 2012
  So, after almost 3 months and a whole lotta BS, the ex finally met with me yesterday, to return some of my belongings.  I hadn't laid eyes on him for close to 5 months.  Now, I know what some of you are thinkin'.  Why was it gut wrenching?  It's been over for a long time,  M...
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• Mountain Bound

  by Tweek March 12, 2012
  It's been one heck of year for me.  My life has done this 180, that I wasn't prepared for.  I've had to experience things, I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.  And...I've also been blessed.  Blessed by friends, here on Cyclefish, and here, where I live.  Unfortunately, one si...
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• It is what it IS???

  by Tweek February 29, 2012
  Omfg, if I hear that expression one more time... Here's what IT iS... No matter what the hell, is goin' on in YOUR life,(comma) don't mean, IT IS, WHAT IT IS...OK??? It means, you've accepted the situation.  Or you're workin' on a change, or a fix. But what shows on the surface, don't alwa...
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• Revolution? NO...Evolution!!!

  by Tweek February 1, 2012
  I was reading the comments on my "you get the best of me" post.  And I really like what Ya'll have to say.  I will add, however, that as far as I know, NO one offers free "counseling".  I've applied for a med/card, (the newest revolution) but they have to do all their "financial backg...
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• The Christmas Spirit

  by Tweek December 6, 2011
  Christmas when I was a child, was, simply put...MAGICAL.  I had the kind of Dad, who went all-out.  Starting right after Thanksgiving, he would make the preparations for a season, which could only be described as "JOYFUL".  And my mother, would pull out all of her holiday finery, from...
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• All I want for Christmas...

  by Tweek November 28, 2011
  The "Christmas" issue... by Peg Moore on Sunday, November 27, 2011 at 7:48am For many of us, there is NO doubt of what Christmas means, and what it stands for.  That we will always put the "CHRIST" in Christmas.  But that means doing more than just "talking" about it.  And w...
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• In HIS Hands...

  by Tweek November 26, 2011
  For the second time, in just one short year, my heart and my hopes have been FUBAR'D.  My Thanksgiving...decimated.  Of course, my relationship with God won't change.  On the contrary.  For I will be leaning heavily on the Lord, in the coming days.  I don't want to go into d...
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• Make a Veteran Smile...

  by Tweek November 10, 2011
  With all of us "under the gun", so to speak, with our jobs, money, kids, and the usual "life gets in the way" stuff, that we all have to deal with, it's easy to forget days like tomorrow.  Veterans Day.  Of course this year, with the date being 11-11-11, it's getting more attention than us...
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